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Are These Two Creativity Myths Holding You Back?

I was walking down the street near my home in Berlin a few days ago when the image at right caught my eye in a shop window, and I couldn’t resist snapping a picture through the glass. ‘Kreativitat’, as you may have guessed, means ‘creativity’ in German, and the idea that it could be bought in a spray-bottle and kept on hand to be deployed as needed, appealed to me somehow.

Of course things aren’t quite that simple; the irony was presumably intended, but it got me to thinking: what if they were? What if it really weren’t that complicated? What if it could be? What if, just possibly, for some people, some of the time – what if it really were that easy?

The Genius and the Tortured Artist

Of course, this is in part what the myth of the Creative Genius is based on – the idea that there are people with Special Talents who simply do not have to work at it. The river of original and striking thoughts is always flowing by their door. They spend their lives idly lounging, and once in a while offhandedly turning out a finished, polished masterpiece. Any idea becomes brilliant once they pour on some of their Special Sauce.

Now I will not deny that there are people with remarkable talents, but I’ve been around enough of them to know that the idea that they don’t have to work at it is preposterous. If they are at all serious about making the most of their gifts, they work like crazy at it.

Let’s take an extreme example: Mozart. The popular imagination has it that in brief interludes between gallivanting around being chirpy and mad, he whipped off stacks of exquisite music as easily as breathing. This image does not stand up to much scrutiny. Mozart wrote his 25th symphony (the opening music from the film Amadeus) at age 17; unbelievably talented, yes, but also driven. He was able to sustain a workload that defies comprehension for about 36 years before it killed him.

Which brings us to the second great popular myth about creativity: the Tortured Artist. He lives in squalor or at the very least chaos, pulling out his hair and rending his clothes searching for the elusive key which will unlock the door, release the flood. His life is mostly pain, but will all be worth it in the end when his genius is finally revealed – usually, tragically, posthumously – after he has died a pauper, never recognized in his lifetime but celebrated down through the ages.

The trouble is, of course, that like all good myths these are based to some extent on fact; there is some truth to them. Not much, but at least a grain. Things do come easily to some people, and others do struggle and suffer. Furthermore, like all good stories, they appeal to us because they engage our emotions, our dreams of effortless mastery, our pathos for the waste of unfulfilled possibility, our desire to feel something passionately enough to sacrifice everything for it.

Are We Making a Mountain Out of a Molehill?

I have noticed a trend of late that posits our creative demons as monsters to be confronted, dragons to be slain. We must don our armor and ride forth to do battle with them as warriors. Face the enemy, slay the beast. And I think that merits a closer look, because I am not sure it is helping us out as much as is perhaps intended.

Now, I do feel there is something to the ‘Warrior Spirit’ idea – staring down and overcoming our ‘resistance’ (to use Steven Pressfield‘s excellent term), all the myriad distractions and excuses that keep us from realizing our creative potential… but I also have to ask myself sometimes if perhaps we’re not making a bit too much of it, for drama’s sake.

Are we not giving our fears and anxieties even more power over us when we envision them as fearful and terrible monsters? What if instead we imagine them small and weak and helpless? Better still, what if we simply ignore them? Tune them out, and create something amazing right under their noses?

I’m going to go a bit further. What if it’s really not such a big deal, this creativity thing? What if everyone has it – different flavors and strengths of it, to be sure, but still – what if it’s not special, and we who seek after it are not unusual or inherently remarkable?

What if this whole mythology of the tortured artist, the demons and monsters that stand in her path, the hero’s journey she must undertake to confront and slay them, is mostly self-aggrandizing – to make ourselves seem braver, stronger, and our work more dangerous, more significant? What if creativity is really not a Herculean labor, nor the preserve of certified geniuses, but rather the natural state of humankind?

It’s Only Creativity

There is a saxophonist in the town I used to live in, the father of a drummer friend and a kind of elder statesman of the jazz community there. He’s a wonderful player, one of the most elegant, relaxed and tasteful musicians I’ve had the pleasure to work with. Let’s call him Al, since that’s his name.

Al has a saying which he likes to unfurl at rehearsal, backstage, or whenever anyone seems nervous or too tightly wound:

Hey man, it’s only music, don’t freak out. No-one’s going to lose an arm…

In other words, if you screw something up, what’s the worst that will happen? Will you be immediately fired and driven from the stage? Not unless you’re working for James Brown. Will the entire audience get up, en masse, and walk out in disgust to smear your name all over town? Very unlikely.

Will they really throw things at you and point and laugh? Are they all sitting out there poised and just waiting to hear you make that first mistake so they can feel superior to you? Again, no, unless you’re sitting an audition for Juilliard, and then you’d better be prepared for it.

No, they’re here because they want to have a good time, they want to enjoy the show, they’ve paid to get in or bothered to show up, they’re invested in it. They are, in short, on your side. The only thing you can do to really screw up is to wreck their good time by not having one yourself.

There is really no great danger in making mistakes – but there is danger in being afraid to make them: if we are terrified to put a foot wrong, we may be too scared to begin.

I believe this is true of all creative endeavor. People generally want to enjoy art, dance, poetry; they wouldn’t bother with it otherwise. They don’t really want to pick it apart finding things to hate – and if they do, there’s not much we can do but pity them. Most people actually want you to succeed, they want you to entertain and uplift them. We could choose to feel overwhelmed by the pressure of this, but why not instead experience it as support, as encouragement?

Make Fun, Not War

Perhaps this approach is not for everyone. Some people do not seem to be in the art game for fun or enjoyment, and while I think this is sad I accept it and accept their goals and their process as being different, but not less valuable than my own.

However, if you’re like me and would like to have a less antagonistic, more relaxed and affectionate relationship with your creative demons, try something different with them next time. Rather than visualizing them as immense and terrifying, and then striding out to fight them to the death… try having some fun with them – imagine them in pink tutus or big purple bunny suits. Instead of a warrior, try being playful, like a child.

Then, while they’re distracted, get into something and let creativity happen. It isn’t all that difficult, if we get out of the way and stop making it harder for ourselves.

And remember: it’s only music (art/poetry/dance/sculpture/design/whatever you live to create)… no-one’s going to lose an arm.

Over to You

Have you ever been trapped by the myth of the Genius or the Tortured Artist? How did you escape?

Do you agree that having fun is conducive to creativity?

What difference does it make when you visualise your creative demons dancing around in pink tutus?

About the Author: tobias tinker is a musician and composer best known for his haunting score to the online Motion Comic Epic ‘Broken Saints’. This and his other music, including the ‘continuum’ solo piano series, can be found at Aeos Records. He writes about creativity and fearlessness on his own blog, Cliffjump!

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View Comments (39)

  • This post reminds me a lot of some of the advice Anne Lamott gives in her excellent book on writing "Bird by Bird", as well as Elizabeth Gilbert's TED talk. Good advice!

  • I'm not familiar with "Bird by Bird", I'll have to check that out. Becky Gilbert's TED talk is fantastic, well worth watching for anyone who hasn't yet. I'm glad the ideas spoke to you!

  • Many of us (I am one of those) need to give ourselves permission to play. Not as something seperate, or as a break, but as an integral part of our working day. This has been something that I have been working towards and this post, well it hits the head of the nail. Thank you.

  • I just wanted to let you know that I really enjoyed reading your post. I love your laid-back attitude. With most of us feeling like we need to be over-connected to compete, remembering that "it's only music" really comes in handy. Fun is good. Thanks!

  • Great post Tobias.

    I think we often give too much power to our fears and performance / creation anxieties.

    Shed light on them, they thrive in the darkness.

    The pedestals need to be torn down and the myth of the creative genius destroyed.

    Thank you for the reminder :)

    Conor

  • Motivating post!

    I can relate to allowing yourself to make mistakes. I sing with a band and we all love playing, absolutely love it. No one is immune to making mistakes, and it used to terrify me if I forgot the words. We now realise that mistakes don't determine your performance, being able to bounce back and still enjoy the experience with your audience does.

    there's no shame in messing up, only in not trying.

    :-)

  • Thanks for kind comments all!

    @Mark Coffey - "integral part of our working day" - definitely, I think that one problem people have when 'trying' to be creative is making a distinction between creativity and normal life - it's always cast as this special activity, a rarified space that is somehow hard to get into... instead of being the normal always-on state of being. Easier said than done perhaps, but I do feel we make it more difficult than it needs to be much of the time

    @Conor - "Shed light on them, they thrive in the darkness" - definitely true, and not just of fears about creativity.

    @Rena - "fun is good!" - it's definitely one of the reasons I got into this whole thing in the first place... I mean, on one level I take my work seriously, it is important to me and I always hope that it will reach and be important to others as well; but thinking about that too much beforehand tends to get in the way of that effortless creative 'flow' that I'm really after - the 'zone', if you will. I like to be in the 'zone' and trying to do something 'important' tends to pull me out of it.

    @Amy Harrison - did you ever hear the recording of Ella Fitzgerald singing 'Mack the Knife' where she completely forgets the lyrics and literally starts singing about how she's forgotten the lyrics? Brilliant, she's so relaxed about it and turns it into a wonderful moment.

  • Hi, this is great - and great timing. I've applied it to a real life concern and as creativity is really about living creatively, i found seeing my thoughts as weak and pathetic, even disappearing, really helpful in what could have been another one of those moments giving the b******s some of my sacred power. Many thanks.

  • @Johnny - "giving the b******s some of my sacred power" is priceless... I'm not even sure I can accurately fill in the blanks, but it doesn't matter - the message comes through loud and clear... And if in some small way I've helped you to hold on to your sacred power, I think that's pretty cool - maybe I should put that on my resume somewhere!

  • Before I forget, since I'm in the middle of about 18 things here, I'd really like to thank Mark for the opportunity to publish this piece here! I know he's been busy and offline this weekend but hopefully he'll pop his head in at some point. In any case, it's nice to be in such good company... this place has played a role in bringing about some real personal change for me, so it feels right to share some of that here.

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